i am looking for a girl,
who will swim in my veins
a nice little molecule
perking up my days,
and the sun is brighter
i am looking for you,
and i hope you are looking for me
i will never settle for these 'loves'
until you find me,
and i will be blissed
that of an opiate happiness
your brightness, a blessing
to my shaded eyes,
a straightness to my scraggled hair
a cleanliness to my comfortable filth
and yes, i know you are there
for my soul, gravitational
and attracting only, you, you, you
i wish upon myself your divinity
our words useless, trivial
we are simply afloat in our emotion,
smiling and glancing, eyes half closed
a soft hand of god, clasping us
mid-air, spinning inconsequential
and euphoric
all my fears lost in a youthful joy,
only attainable through you,
my darling, my darling, my darling
where are you?